"Life is not perfect; it never will be. You just have to make the very best of it and you have to open your heart to what the world can show you. Sometimes its terrifying and sometimes its incredibly beautiful."
Random quote off the internet. There seem to be a lot many of them around. Some that make tremendous sense. Some others that leave you with that hanging feeling that you would get if a guy had you really turned on and then just left. The quote above is not too different. In the sense that it could mean something, it could lead you to a higher plane of understanding but then it abruptly stops without making any sense at all. Without really clarifying the end. And its just annoying.
It is possible the very function of it was not to give you the end but the means to get there. But that just doesn't matter. You still don't know how to cope. You still struggle to get to the point of solace that you so desperately want to reach. But its a tad difficult when there's a part of you that possibly enjoys this frustration. A part of you that relishes the hurt. A part that just doesn't want to give up in spite of very sound argument against it. And that is annoying too.
I guess its just a matter of the head over the heart or vice versa. And maybe all of this means that I'm terribly weak or maybe that I'm incredibly strong. I can't really tell the difference. And I don't know which one sucks more. But the self-destructive trait is perhaps a little too ingrained. Or maybe its self preservation. I don't really know.
And I'll stop with the vagueness here.
PS: Yes, I know. You're thinking 'Random post off the internet. There seem to be a lot many of them around'.
Random quote off the internet. There seem to be a lot many of them around. Some that make tremendous sense. Some others that leave you with that hanging feeling that you would get if a guy had you really turned on and then just left. The quote above is not too different. In the sense that it could mean something, it could lead you to a higher plane of understanding but then it abruptly stops without making any sense at all. Without really clarifying the end. And its just annoying.
It is possible the very function of it was not to give you the end but the means to get there. But that just doesn't matter. You still don't know how to cope. You still struggle to get to the point of solace that you so desperately want to reach. But its a tad difficult when there's a part of you that possibly enjoys this frustration. A part of you that relishes the hurt. A part that just doesn't want to give up in spite of very sound argument against it. And that is annoying too.
I guess its just a matter of the head over the heart or vice versa. And maybe all of this means that I'm terribly weak or maybe that I'm incredibly strong. I can't really tell the difference. And I don't know which one sucks more. But the self-destructive trait is perhaps a little too ingrained. Or maybe its self preservation. I don't really know.
And I'll stop with the vagueness here.
PS: Yes, I know. You're thinking 'Random post off the internet. There seem to be a lot many of them around'.
